As missionaries we study every
principle, doctrine, teaching and
scripture that the Lord and His
servants have provided for us. We
study in order to help others
come unto Christ and in so doing help
convert ourselves more to the
Lord and His gospel. The most important
of all His teachings,
principles and doctrine that we can study also
happens to be the most
difficult for our feeble minds to comprehend.
Of course I speak of the
Atonement of our Savior, Jesus Christ.
Seriously, we could all spend
our entire mortal lifetime dedicating
our time to the study of the
atonement and still not understand a
tenth of what all it entailed.
All I know is that I am eternally
grateful for the atonement. Not
only for what it does for me but for
my family and all others who
I've come to know and love in my life. I
am also very grateful for the
one who suffered and "descended below
all things" (D&C 88:6)
so that the will and plan of God could be
accomplished.
Before I was a missionary I was
a very normal girl, in a very small,
very normal town, living a very
normal and dull life. I would read the
scriptures for personal
progress and seminary but it wasn't until I
was in a Book of Mormon class
in college that I understood the
smallest part of what the
atonement was. To atone for something means
to reconcile or restore and
furthermore, when the word is broken down,
"at-one-ment" the
meaning is even clearer. Quite simply it is the
bringing together of things
that were separated.
Now, as a relatively seasoned
missionary, I know much more about the
atonement than that. More
importantly I can see and appreciate the
sacrifice willingly made for
all of Heavenly Father's children.
During my studies of the
atonement I was trying to figure out more of
what it meant for myself so
that I'd be able to help others understand
it as well. I was so excited
when I had a small epiphany moment during
a personal study one morning. I
was reading in 2 Nephi 2 & 9, I had
read these chapters so many
times before but this time there was
something nagging at me to keep
looking, keep reading, you're almost
there. Then, CLICK. Light bulb.
I could finally understand how the
atonement satisfied the demands
of the law of justice. I actually
didn't know that there was a
fog over that part of my understanding in
the first place but once it
cleared I saw just how much light was just
waiting to break through.
Jesus Christ suffered
everything for each and every one of us. Without
the atonement we would all
become "subject to that angel who
fell...and became the devil, to
rise no more."
"And our spirits must have
become like unto him, and we become devils,
angels to a devil, to be shut
out from the presence of our god...to
remain in misery." (2
Nephi 9: 8,9)
We could not suffer the demands
of justice, that great debt, on our
own. The only way for us to be
saved is for someone else to rescue us
and that could only be our
perfect, sinless big brother Jesus Christ.
He paid the debt we could never
pay and now we are subject to him. All
He asks is that we keep His
commandments. All He asks is that we come
unto Him. All He asks is that
we love Him. We can show our love by
faith, obedience and repenting
of our sins. When we do as He asks of
us we have full access to the
blessings and gift of His atoning
sacrifice. If we do not repent
the Lord has said "If they would not
repent they must suffer even as
I." (D&C 19:17)
I testify that because of Him
my sins are wiped away as I repent. I
know that He lives. I know that
because of Him my family can be
together forever. I know that
because of Him I can always have hope
for the future. Because of Him
I am able to help in His glorious work.
For all of these things I am eternally grateful.
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